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Tuesday, March 15, 2005
Wah...it's really a long time since i blog..Really sorry..quite bz recently n i din realise time is flying tt fast..Yup..Time is really passing very fast..So is the things happening ard us..Too many things r constantly happening ard us every second..Stm it really made me confuse..Do nt noe wat to do n which r the priorities in life..Ppl ard me r also very bz wif their life..Guess they noe their direction well n r all
moving on..As for me..i've been too bz trying to get everything in my life done..The things awaiting for accomplishment is simply too much to deal wif..In the end..i ended up wif nth done n mayb even made the things worse..I knew tt such life is far beyond perfection n it's sorta unusual..I tried to adjust but i juz cant get my sail straight n get in the right direction..Really feel rather helpless at times..I noe no one can save me..Wat i nd is nt juz a float but the determination to swim towards the nearest island n start planning another expedition again..
Juz read a few of my frenz's blog which i din read for quite sum times..I can see tt a lot of things r happening in their life too..stm really feel so sad for nt being able to be presence to share the joy of sum of their exciting events in life..Really miss the times in the past..haha..However, reading their blog is a form of participation as well..really enjoy doin tt although i dun do it oftenly..Juz wanna said i feel glad for every success u all achieved n feel sad for everytime u all feel sad...There r a lot of things tt i haf views n comments..However, i juz dunno how to put them in words..I can only put them in my heart n cross my fingers tt sum1 will haf the same view as me n help me convey the msg to u all..Nw, there's sum msg for frenz:
Pong-> Really long time din tok to u le..The last time both of us sit down n tok is like more than half-yr ago..I truely dunno wat's happening to u..Ur life shld b fine i suppose..However, love relations seems to be holding u down still..reluctant to let u off..I knew u haf a stubborn character..but stm holding on to sumthing will juz bring more n more pain in the end..Hope u get me..Muz find one day we sit down chat again k??At least thru fone..k??Miss ya lotsa!!
Shuyi-> Well, read ur blog n juz wanted u to noe i'm nt offended or wat..Friendship nds 2 person's effort to get it gg..i knew the effort i've put in is juz nt enuff..I wun be offended by such things la..Dun worry..We haf been frenz for 6+ yrs le..This is our 7th yr of friendship..Really cherish this friendship of ours a lot..Thks for putting in as much effort..U haf always been a great fren..Fren tt i will always cherish..
Heowhui-> Ah heow ah..haha..juz joking..dun feel offended k?? haiz...u r one of my oldest fren le..U r also the one who always complain i din put in effort for our frenship..Juz wan let u noe tt i do cherish our frenship a lot..6+ yrs of frenship for both of us as well..Mayb it is longer if u wan to count our frenship in pri 4..haha..I really wan to apologise to u if i ever neglect u..i noe there's a lot in sec 1 n 2..I'm nt a great fren for u but u r a great fren for me..6+ yrs of close frenship is nt easy to mantain..Hope we will still continue to put in effort k?Thks a lot!!U rox!!
Shuhui-> Mei...hw haf u been?? I noe everything tt's happening to u in sec 3 n 4..but i noe nth abt u nw..I really hope u r alrite..5 yrs of frenship for both of us..frm strangers to kor n mei..The road isn't easy..I'm nt a gd kor for u though u always said i am..really hope u dun mind..I'll try to be more involve k??I swear..Dun b angry wif me for wat happened in SA carnival le..it doesn't mean i dun cherish u..Believe me..Take care mei!!
Zhizhong n Weizhe-> Haha..these 2 r part of my dear D4 members..D4 is a grp tt really rox my life..it's made up of 4 of us including pong tt r extraordinary in different ways..We play together n of cos support each other wen needed..It's a grp tt i feel proud of..stm i haf no time for them..Really feel so guitly..i noe a lot of activities i did nt turn up..But i hope it wun affect our frenship..u all r still my closest pal who i can depend on..Remain close forever k??Hope in army we D4 can make a mark of our names there..there's lotsa more of excitement awaiting..Gd luck!!
Michelle-> Bro!!!Or shld i say Sis!!Omg..Miss u so much..I only haf 3+ yrs of frenship wif u but it seems like we noe each other for decades le..haha..Nth is a barrier in our conversation man!!We can even enage conversation wif minds..Damn scary man..haha..but it's a signal tt our frenship has reached a utimate stage le..Thks bro..Thks for everything u did for me..U haf always been a support for me..watever i do u will always support me n encourage me..Wat u did may looks insignificant n nth..However, it's the power tt kp me
moving..The power tt made me feel secured n confident..U always haf my support too bro!!Love ya!!
Dilys-> Haha..Kor haf nt forgotten u la..U r my dearest mei...I also dunno y leh..dunno y i dote u so much..I really hate myself for nt hafing control over myself to stop doting u..Mayb i laz life really greatly in debt wif u.. Frm wat i said, u shld noe how much i cherish u le..u ah..Do cherish the frenz ard u also..Shows more concern n care for them..Noe u haf problems in ur frenship as well..But do bear this in mind tt true frenz do nt always surround u..once they r gone u will forever lost them..K??haha...Tc n love ya!!
Sharon-> Another mei of mine..she's my great fren n mei..Thks a lot for providing a lot of advice n listening to me during the period tt i haf problem wif her(hope u noe who)..U really made me feel better..I noe u haf problems urself too..Dunno if i haf helped in any way..Hope u get over it le..Pong always said u r frm african..This is becos he's jealous of u..he cant get as tan as u..tt's y..haha..I'm sure u will becum chio bu one day n get married to the dream guy wif qualities u told me abt..rem to sell the sports car mum left for u n spilt the $ wif me hor..haha..Tc!!Cherish u!!
Eileen-> Haha..another person who supported me also..Great ger who gd qualities..My frenship wif u is so strange..i dun reall noe how to elaborate..I do nt noe if we r close or nt..But i can feel u r a great fren for me..Continue to help me look out for chio bus k??haha..thks for wat u haf done for me..Cherish u always!!
Thongler-> Ler ah ler....haha...did this remind u of sumthing??haha..okok...a fren tt i noe for barely a yr..again..i feel close to him..mayb it's fate tt bringin us together..Dun puke hor..haha..Really..u rox man..working w u made me noe more abt u..u r really our grp type..Can mix really well w u..haha..So glad tt i can lame n joke wif u..Can our frenship sustain k??haha..Frm Jackie...haha..joking la..
Joanna-> This is my great fren in my class nw..U r really the most extraordinary ger i've ever seen..U r nt the type of ger i haf seen n noe..mayb is becos u r nt frm nanhua ba..I can see sunshine n rays of happiness frm u..Though i'm juz a humble maid of urs, u brought to me lotsa n lotsa of fun n laughters..U made my jc life better n much more fun..Of cos, thks for the secrets u share wif me k??Really glad u share wif me..U always said " mel, i think u changed le." mum, i wan to tell u..I really nv change..Mayb m attitude towards u haf changed..but u r still the trusted close fren to me..Remain close k??haha..Tc!!
LOLZA-> Though i noe wat i blogged here wun be seen by u all..I still like to thk u all..This is the grp i'm in in jjc..LOLZA refers to yongfei, me, yeongtay, zimian n andrew..The names r in order of the letters of our grp name..W/o u all, my jc life will be much lonely n boring..I will rem u all always..Let's cherish the remaining 9 mths we haf together ba..tc!!
Ok..tt's all le..for the rest of the fren..i'll leave msg for them in my nxt entry..Tc everyone!!
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